Dear friend,

Cheer up k! I know these two days haven't really been all right for you, but all I want from you is for you not to hide things inside yourself. Talk it out, share it out with someone. If need be, I'll listen. Just remember I'm always around k?

It really pains me to see you like this. This is frankly speaking the first time I felt really like a close friend to you. I hope that there's something I can do to help you out. So please let me know if you do need anything from me.

With love,
P

Quite some time ago (and also recently), I watched a movie called Nanny McPhee. The classic quote from the movie was "When you need me the most, but do not want me, I'll be around. When you do not need me anymore, but want me, I'll be gone". It sounds like the situation I am in now ):

Currently, I'm like dancing almost everyday:
Monday- JDC Fusion Prac
Tuesday- Hall Dance
Wednesday- Chi Dance
Thursday- Salsa (which i'm thinking of skipping)
Friday- Salsa (which i'm thinking of skipping for this week)
Saturday- MY ONLY FREE DAY
Sunday- Hall Dance

True, I'm enjoying most of what I'm doing currently cuz it's a wonderful mixture of dances that I'm doing and not just Hip Hop or not just Chi Dance. But I'm starting to think that I'm dancing too much. Like really too much. I've been dancing so often that my back pain doesn't go away anymore. It used to go away after I go for my acupuncture treatment and comes back only a few months later. But the last time I went for treatment was Saturday and now it's hurting already. Actually the pain subsided but didn't go away completely.

So right now, I can't walk properly cuz I went for hall dance practice just now which wasn't very good on my part ):

And then again, I'm just wondering how it'll feel like in the future when I dont dance anymore or when I dance less. Will I be thinking that I used to be able to dance so much why didn't I cherish those times? I dont want to live with regret just because I'm dancing now but I don't want to.

I feel that there's a strong urge to go back to NYCD to find out how the juniors are doing. It's also for me to recall the great times I've had there and that'll probably help me to feel better too.

This is a late birthday post. Anyway, would like to thank everyone for wishing me happy birthday (with variations *smiles*) and I was really really happy that day.

Firstly there was the "SURPRISE" from Mr King Teng which was a beautiful box with 20 paper cranes inside. Sadly for him, I already knew that he's making paper cranes for me cuz it was on his search engine!HAHAHA. But still it's so sweet of him to make things for me (: and the box is really really pretty!

And there were so many Facebook messages and SMSes from all my loved ones sending me all the different greetings. Really love you all (:

And of cos, my birthday lunch with my most beloved ones! And thanks sis for the wonderful birthday cake (which was actually the same one as 2 years ago LOL)

THE MOST IMPT OF ALL: PICTURES!